2017 on a personal level is shaping up to be a bad year, if I continue to let it.

Since developing feelings for a certain individual, I have become depressed. Why? He chooses to be in a poly relationship. I do not share well and I am prone to jealousy. He has not been entirely honest with me concerning his relationship. I could be less upset if he had been 100% honest with me. His girlfriend has been called his girlfriend but they have an open relationship, she has been called his Domme, she has been called his Mistress. I have no fucking clue what she is. She’s a friend to him. She was there when his world went to shit. Do you know who was there for me and continues to be there for me?

No one.